I can’t fall

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I can’t fall down

 

I have come too far to fall down

Open so many doors to find one locked

Cried tears of sweat and blood

Don’t tell me what we have done is not good enough

 

I can’t fall down

Not in this or any other town

I can’t fall

To me it’s a way of life not the rule

I can’t fall down

With no one to catch me this could be messy

Don’t let me fall

Not just for me

Not for one

But for all

I can’t

I can’t

Fall

 

Walked a long dusty road

Guilt and hope is my load

Still a long way to go to I walk no more

Vision is the key

Me may become the biggest floor

 

I can’t fall down

Not in this or any other town

I can’t fall

To me it’s a way of life not the rule

I can’t fall down

With no one to catch me this could be messy

Don’t let me fall

Not just for me

Not for one

But for all

I can’t

I can’t

Fall

 

Tired no sleep

Wishing I could

Now I live and breathe 24/7

My own hell

My little bit of heaven

 

I can’t fall down

Not in this or any other town

I can’t fall

To me it’s a way of life not the rule

I can’t fall down

With no one to catch me this could be messy

Don’t let me fall

Not just for me

Not for one

But for all

I can’t

I can’t

Fall

 

Too far

So close

Crazy as it is the journey is the best part

DSL

 

 

 

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Sunshine and Secrets

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Sunshine and Secrets

 

Draw a line under the sunshine

Choosing my drink, I see you drinking white wine

Dents in the bed where we slept

Sexual secrets for ever kept

 

Skin to skin

Eye to eye

Touch so deep within

Eye to eye

Skin to skin

Last kiss

Last look

Walking away with no goodbye

 

Draw a line under the sunshine

There are tears but you?

You are doing fine

Manmade holes in girls jeans

Choices of colours from a packet of jelly beans

 

Skin to skin

Eye to eye

Touch so deep within

Eye to eye

Skin to skin

Last kiss

Last look

Walking away with no goodbye

 

Sunshine and secrets of the hearts

It’s where we finish

It’s where we start

Sunshine and secrets we draw a line

I wanted you so bad

You were not to be mine

Secrets and sunshine

Draw the line

DSL

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Darker side of fear

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Hate it when we fight bleeding through the night

Hate it when we fight

All the words are wrong, hit word here is another song

These days I can only be honest that’s my loss

Hate it when we fight bleeding through the night

Hate it when we fight

 

Darkest side of fear comes close grows near

Anger is a cup for fools to drink from

I drink and drink more

God of love heartbroken stands looking at me from the kitchen door

Anger is a cup for fools to drink from

I drink and drink more

 

Take me away give me hope and another day

Please clear up this mess I have created I beg you I have no money

All I can do is take my own God and not for the last time let’s pray

Body mind and spirit leave only shadows in our past

I have been taken to task

Body mind and spirit leave only shadows in our past

You see me so don’t bother to ask

When we are shadows of our past

 

Darkest side of fear comes close grows near

Anger is a cup for fools to drink from

I drink and drink more

God of love heartbroken stands looking at me from the kitchen door

Anger is a cup for fools to drink from

I drink and drink more

 

DSL

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Some God came along and burst my bubble

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Some God came along and burst my bubble

 

I would like to have live without doing you wrong

An old heart beats a little less strong

See your face

Before I leave this place

I lived and died some how

Is my saving grace

Taking with me all I embrace

 

I could walk through heaven’s door a hero

Tell you the truth not sure if I really wanted to go

I felt twenty one

Feeling my life had just begun

Feeling the summer’s sun

Invincible and vulnerable

Equally I found happiness and trouble

Some God came a long and burst my bubble

 

 

Disappearing

No longer seeing

No longer hearing

Footsteps fall quiet

From my shadow parted

It was my time

Penny for your thoughts

Yours not mine

 

I could walk through heaven’s door a hero

Tell you the truth not sure if I really wanted to go

I felt twenty one

Feeling my life had just begun

Feeling the summer’s sun

Invincible and vulnerable

Equally I found happiness and trouble

Some God came along and burst my bubble

 

Who wants to die?

Who wants to live for ever?

I ask

I ponder

From the here, the now, the past

What is meant to last?

Your future

Life is an unpredictable creature

Who wants to die?

Who wants to live for ever?

Live for ever or die trying

DSL

This is for my friend Tim who passed away recently who was only about 50 and for all those famous  stars who had I grown up with and I shared my youth with and now have passed away. Going to miss you all and thank you for your words,films and songs and the laughs.

 

 

 

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Holding Onto What I Believe in

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Holding On To What I Believe In

 

Holding on to what I believe in

Heart and mind deceiving

Nothing taken, nothing given

Holding on to what I believe in

 

Keep me waiting

Is a word or two, me over stating?

Rules are rules; hearts are there for the breaking

There goes me

Apart from celebrating there’s deliberating of the senses

 

Holding onto what I believe in

What you are saying, I can feel inside me crumbling

One so strong

One so weak

One so right

One so wrong

 

Holding onto what I believe in

Shredding news papers

Giving the news and the media a good kicking

Holding onto what I believe in

Holding on

Holding on

To what I believe in

Me

DSL

 

 

 

 

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Standing Still

Portrait of a boy with an intent look.

Portrait of a boy with an intent look.

The last thing to do is to stand still

Because we can’t afford to

Looking at me

Looking at you

 

Last night events over took us

Left the world standing still

Words are so very cheap

Where are the actions?

Let me see the will

 

Brothers and sisters

You may run into my shaking arms

And as this night turns to day

Turn around and make a stand as it is yours and my fight

 

The enemy is here

Death destruction chaos

Counting the loss

Freedom and democracy has a price to pay

Standing still and doing nothing is never going to be the way

 

Looking at me

Looking at you

In our hearts we know there is now only one thing we can do

We will not let them in

We will not let them win

We can no longer stand still…..and do nothing

DSL

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Tunnel Vision

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Tunnel Vision

 

Raining on my sunshine

Dreams too far to touch

Every step telling me this moment and this day shall be mine

In my eyes you may not see but my action say so much

 

I am screaming in my smile

Laughing in my tears

Welcome to my girlie hell

When you make it to heaven don’t for get to ring my bell

Don’t forget to ring my bell

 

 

The question is

Is it the beginning or the end of my Journey?

Or some kind of illogical fantasy

Where the girl meets the person she grows into but never can understand or vaguely knows

Do I change?

Or what is left of me is left to be

 

I am screaming in my smile

Laughing in my tears

Welcome to my girlie hell

When you make it to heaven don’t for get to ring my bell

Don’t forget to ring my bell

 

Catching glitter in the morning sun

Dreams are a smoking gun

This girl is doing fine…just fine she thanks you all so very much

Let me hear your pearls of wisdom

Standing in line, every single word is double frigin Dutch

 

Screaming in my smile

Laughing in my tears

So many

So many tears

Screaming in my smile

DSL

 

 

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